I haven’t posted in a while. Life keeps throwing me curve balls from every direction. Death, illness, chaos, uncertainty, and surprises, it’s all spiraling toward me faster than I know how to react. I’m as at peace with it all as I can be without being some kind of zen master. But I’m questioning a lot of things about my life right now I thought were rooted. I’ve had to turn off all the possibilities racing through my mind and accept that my life might not head the direction I thought it would. I have to let God guide me and trust I’ll end up where I’m supposed to. The only constant is change right?
The only things I know for sure is I have to be a good mom and I have to write. Everything else seems to be in some kind of balancing act at the moment. I’m going away this weekend to North Carolina for a romantic getaway. I hope it clears my head.
On a very cool upside. I listened to Laurell K Hamilton’s new book Jason which is fabulous. I tried to listen to it at the gym while I was lifting and damn near killed myself. So of course I tweeted about it and she replied! Most awesome thing ever. I retweeted it if you are as big a dorky fan of her as I am. So that was pretty freaking fantastic.